Tis’ Not In The Mood

Christmas is what 7 Days Away…

To be HONEST… I’m Not in MOOD!! I need to be because My Little Sister’s Diva Day is Christmas too, but I’M OVER IT! This Holiday Season just isn’t the same without My Maw Maw; and being that it’s OUR 1st one without her… It’s HARD! I’m trying to find PEACE in the MIST of CHAOS and that s*** ain’t happening right now. Don’t get me wrong I’m Very Grateful and Thankful to STILL be HERE, but selfishly I wish GOD chose another Flower from HIS Garden to Pluck, I wish HE didn’t put this on MY Family not right now at least… I wish this s*** made SENSE but it doesn’t, I wish I wasn’t SAD, I wish I didn’t have to see My Mama Hurting and not be able to do anything about it!!

If you’ve ever lost a Loved One then you’d UNDERSTAND and I get it NOW… I get how that pain just lingers, I get how you want to say “they’re in a better place and not suffering anymore” but you want them here so YOU don’t have to SUFFER anymore!”

 Selfish I Know, but it’s MY TRUTH… Look I’m trying NOT to lie to yawl that much anymore!! (Lol)

I want to sit and sulk but I know Maw Maw wouldn’t want that, she wasn’t that type of WOMAN…  Soooooo I gotta put my “Big Girl Panties” on and suck it up… GOD don’t make No Mistakes even though WE especially ME might think so at times, but HE knew what HE was doing. He gave US 2 ½ Years to prepare for OUR 1st Thanksgiving and Christmas without HER. Honestly Thanksgiving wasn’t that bad, Christmas probably won’t be either because we’re always so busy entertaining folks! Won’t really realize it until the night has settled, those drinks are kicking in and the reminiscing starts. It’ll be alright thou…

Frenda raised STRONG WOMEN, so STRONG is what ANIKACAMELLE’ is gon be!!!

Even though I ain’t in the Holiday MOOD, I’m ALWAYS in the MOOD to EAT and SHOP!!!! Soooooo what yall cooking and buying for Christmas? We having SEAFOOD GUMBO… I THINK?!?!  Shrimp, Crabs, Crawfish, Sausage, Chicken Yeap and whatever else My Mama is in the MOOD to add to the menu!! Now what am I going to wear?? Honestly it depends on this crazy Texas weather!!   Like I said I might NOT REALLY be in the MOOD but I’m gon be CUTE sitting on the couch in the living room GOSSIPING with MY FAMILY!!!

I say all this to say even when You’re Down and Feeling Blue YOU have to find a REASON to SMILE and Remember to Never LOOK like what YOU’VE BEEN or GOING Through!!

I know, I know this blog post was short… but don’t worry NEW YEARS is coming Up… 

Ya Girl STILL has SOME more S*** To Say!! 

Merry Christmas Boo’s!

XOXO AnikaCamelle’

9 Comments

  1. Makeda

    December 18, 2018 at 2:16 pm

    I LOVE IT!!!! It’s go be alright!!!! 😘😘😘!
    You got this boo!

    1. camelleadams

      December 18, 2018 at 2:25 pm

      Thanks Boo!! Merry Christmas To You and The Family!!

  2. Felisha

    December 18, 2018 at 1:04 pm

    Merry Christmas to you too!

    1. camelleadams

      December 18, 2018 at 2:27 pm

      Merry Christmas To You Too FeFe!! XOXO

  3. Hortensia Green

    December 18, 2018 at 11:56 am

    Honestly, I’m not in the mood either but trying to focus on the positive and what’s good instead of all that stuff I cannot change. Thanks for this post.

    1. camelleadams

      December 18, 2018 at 2:28 pm

      Girl just stick with it and the MOOD will get Merrier in the next few days!! XOXO

  4. Netonya oh so skinny Clayton sometimes Jones

    December 18, 2018 at 11:16 am

    Listen love bug sit and sulk, cry while watching every show she loved, bring her name up 5011 times, say curse words (repent though because that ain’t in the books of the Bible) to deal with the pain that comes with losing your favorite person outside of your mom and Christmas gift sister. You love your Maw Maw honey that will never change, so continue to enjoy all of the beautiful moments you had with her. I love that you used your pain, and “not in the mood” Christmas feelings to help someone else, That’s why your Anika Camelle ‘ you never know what impact you have on a persons life by letting them get allllllllllllll in your business. Cheers to you for that 🎉 now about that menu…. I’m allergic so do y’all have any 0 calorie/ non fat/ skinny / booty building sweet potato pie, candy yams, ham, collard greens, rolls and cold Pepsi that I can have 🤷🏽‍♀️ God said “Ask NeNe and you shall receive” don’t argue with me it’s in the book on the page versus 1-1 but they don’t have that version anymore 😂😂😂😂 enjoy your day lady bug ❤️Yep she loves you too 😘

    1. camelleadams

      December 18, 2018 at 2:32 pm

      All I can say is I TRULY LOVE YOU!!! I was smiling from ear to ear reading your comment!! Yo A** is MY TYPE of CRAZY!! And don’t make me cry, My Lady Bug is up there with MawMAw living their best lives!! Oh and I think Mama can make you one of those Skinny, 0 Calorie, Non Fat, Get Ya Booty Bigger Pies!! XOXO FOEVER FRIEND!!!

      1. NeNe what they call me

        December 18, 2018 at 5:00 pm

        ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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