I Ain’t Looking Back This Time
Well It’s That Time Again
NEW YEAR NEW ME
Only thing different is I actually HAVE to get BACK to a HEALTHIER ME in 2019, because Clearly 2018 didn’t let up on ya girl!
So last week I found out I was Pre–Diabetic and I’m not even gon LIE I’m STILL a Lil Shook, but I know it’s pretty much My Fat Ass Fault!! Here lately I’ve been going stupid dumb with the sweets & bad food… I’m talking Raising Canes Almost Every Day, swear they fry those damn Chicken Tenders in CRACK & that Special SAUCE mixed with Hot Sauce! A few pieces (more like a bag) of some Chewy Sweet/Sour flavored Candy, or something Little Debbie’s at 2 o’clock in the morning! Not to mention I might drink 2 or 3 bottles of water a day followed by some type of StrawBerry, BlueBerry Lemonade!!! DON’T JUDGE ME!!! I’m a FAT GIRL trapped inside a Medium Size Woman’s Body!!! Oh & before you ask NO I haven’t been eating my Fruits & Vegetables like I use too! I could say I’m depressed eating trying to deal with Maw Maw’s passing but I’m not gon keep using My Sweet Lil Lady with the Gold Smile as a reason…
We ALL know it’s easier to make EXCUSES for the BAD S*** that WE do, rather than just OWN IT!!
So starting TODAY, well for the sake of this blogs title I’ll say I started today but really I started last week trying to cut down on the sweets, shit didn’t really happen, I mean it did but anyways. I’m going Cold Turkey No More Candy, No More Fast Foods, No More Sweet Flavored Drinks, No More waking up at 2 in the Morning, No More Unhealthy S***!! Because eventually it’s gon Mess Up My Damn PH and I’ll have a real fuupa!! So I’m eating More Salads, More Fruits, (especially pineapples & you what they say it makes ya PU…) anyways More Vegetables, Drinking Smoothies, and MORE Water, Lots MORE!!!
Ughhhhh just typing this is making ME SAD!!!! I kept saying ALL YEAR LONG I wanted to LOSE WEIGHT, well clearly I wasn’t doing it fast enough, because GOD sure has a way of getting MY ATTENTION!!! Back to My Personal Trainer I Go!! (Hopefully He’s Not Too Hard On Me)
So being that I’m cutting out the UNHEALTHY FOOD, I might as well CUT OUT the UNHEALTHY PEOPLE too, Right?!?! I have this HORRIBLE HABIT of going back and messing with MY PAST even after I’ve gotten ALL The SIGNS I’ve PRAYED For, and I’M TIRED!! I mean if I can cut out on those Sweet Snacks I LOVE Oh Soooo Much, I can Finally LET GO of those SOUR People that mean ME NO DAMN Good!! I’m trying to GROW & GLOW some Mo in 2019!! In My Trial Month Blog I stated I was SOWING all year long so I can start REAPING for a LIFETIME! Well I’m FINALLY ready to accept that GOD has delayed some of My Blessings based upon ME going back and Picking Up SHIT, I mean Toxic Sour People!!
DON’T LET THAT GO OVER YA HEADS!!
So Instead of Knocking At Ya Door, I’ma Pass By & Blow, Gotta Go Gotta Go, Toots My Horn cause You been Acting Fraud.
Yeah I know I ain’t no BIG HAWK but I just couldn’t help MySelf I’m A Houston Rapper at HEART!! Ok I’m NOT but you gotta admit you started singing and it brought back some Good Ol’ Memories!!
NO but seriously IT’S TIME!!!
I’m trying to be a Better ME for ME so I can be A Blessing for People Around Me! So it’s either I get back to A Healthier ME or yeah there is NO OTHER OPTION this time around!!
I’m GUARDING MY ENERGY, because I refuse NOT to have MY PEACE!!!
I mean what’s the worst that can happen for Eating Right, Exercising, Getting Rid of Toxic Sour People, Continuing to Become ONE with MySelf and STILL TRULY TRUSTING GOD! BLESSINGS, More BLESSINGS, and More BLESSINGS on Top of Those BLESSINGS & ME… HER… SHE…
ANIKACAMELLE NEEDS MY BLESSINGS!!!
Besides I STILL got SOME S*** To Say!!!